I don't know

The Worth of a Say...

2007-09-07T20:10:00.000-07:00

A world which has no clue of "What the Words of Heart is" and "What the Words of Mind is" is definitely a perplexing world to live in, for what you said in one state if it is seen in the other would look make a Devil look like an Angel and An Angel into a Devil.

So of what use are the words going to be for a World that misunderstands a thing said for the other, In a world which conjures "Words into Names" and "Names into Words". What say do you ever have that which is Worth saying?

Only a world which can understand the Feel that arises deep within, is a world that will understand Peace. This world that we live in, is a world that is living on the Looks and have no clue of the Feels and and are absolutely closed to it in their Mad H'a'unts.

Every word that which has been said has always been misconstrued and connived with as per the whims and the Fancies of Time and Moods. What has been said now will definitely not mean anything for the morrow, for such is the pace of Change and words.

The Illuminated Egg Shell

2007-08-24T21:18:00.000-07:00

All that which i know is equivalent to what a Chicken in an Unhatched Egg knows. Composed of things which I Sense at the Surface Level, Other's Content that which I Read and Hear, Fictional Content which i Assume, Imagine or Dream. So at the end of the day all that i know is the Color of the Walls of an Illuminated Eggshell Described in different words conveying the Same meaning.

I wanted to remove all the things that which i had previously blogged, they are all filled with content devoid of any value, But anything that which conveys my ignorance alone has some value. So don't bother to give importance to anything that i have said with Conviction in my previously blogs...there is nothing of such importance.

The Confusion

2007-03-16T12:40:00.000-07:00

Whats to be done?
Why?
Why Not?

The Whole world is just a myst…
And everything is just ticking as it should and will so continue to tick…
And whatever we do at the core is nothing but a happening in the system and will be so…
So surrender along with the knowledge alone is needed….
All the good, the bad and the ugly are veryly a packaged deal in this game of life.

Whether you reach the core through surrender to the Dreamer…
Or you try to find your way out of the dream…it is indeed a happening and at the right time and moment that phasing will be gone through when all the ingredients are right.
The whole thing about these ingredients is just a lead to an happening…by choice or by force. It is so and will course on.
And just because you see the course does'nt spare you out of it…for to live is to course on…

Anything learnt gets into the subber…and becomes a part of a system and memory and in turn becomes a part of the course.
Any Effort to try to be aware and be apart in this system is an attempt of the system itself…and the system alone remains be you in or out.
Complicated it may it but simple is the art to be and let be. To do and let do…everything done and undone is he…try you may a time not to do…but ne are you out of it.for it is indeed you and where is there that you can go…so just be and let be…if anger comes let it come, if a fight comes let it come..if love happens let it happen..for who can stop the happening that is me.

If you want you can be…but there is no way that you can see the becoming…it just happens.

Sometimes you see that you are not…anything and everything around is just a becoming out of our choice and we choose and thus we become. We see so we are and so let it happen…why bother and keep fingering it. Just let it be and thus be.

Why do you keep seeing and try to search that which you already are…you are and you alone are…so why bother with that puny little mind which keeps looking around for becoming....let him keep looking for what else has he got to do…and know that you alone are.

Confused you may be…and in the confusion you are…so let be that which is as it is..and be.

You may want to do something…you may not want to do something…you may object something…but know that you alone are that thing.

The Play

2006-12-05T21:32:00.000-08:00

On my own accord I have moved into a Space and locked myself up from the inside, Not a trace of light was to be found in that space, I was in bliss and Did a Dervish swing in joy, Slipped and fell did the keys, but my Swinging never stopped. Came did a time when i had to rest, fell did I into a deep Slumber. But when i Woke i never Woke! for it was the same inside as well as the outside. Try did I, to find the doors, But Futile it was. So i gave up the attempt and waited, and I found that i had lost trace of the now and the then.There was just...?

Externals

2006-11-27T22:39:00.000-08:00

As long as there is an object to dwell upon, So long is the
state not reached.
Anything that which is felt, Be it through the mind or the body,
Know that as being external.
And when there is a relief from all the aspects, then you are.

Actions

2006-11-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

In our day-to-day life, Almost 99% of our time is spent in irrational actions related to Sense gratification , and once in a while when we are thoughtful, we see the absurdness and the Sense-fullness in all our actions surrounding life. But those brief moments of reflection are considered as depressing and wasteful, and we dive back to the Senses and run far away from facing the facts.

Will we ever get the guts to face the facts and just live.

Objects

2006-11-19T07:22:00.000-08:00

As Long as you are in objects with objects and try just being, you are just doing nothing but "F"in around shrouded in that Veil.

Vain is all talk about the objective, So say the intellectuals, But does not that very word contains that very thing that which is to be rejected.Talking, Arguing and trying to prove your verbal skills is just nothing but a vain attempt in this race to leave that.In Silence and solitude alone is peace.

That kind of a solitude, where neither is there the internal nor the external.

why the madness?

2006-09-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

strange is the web of life that we are caught up in,In order to escape from one madness we keeep entering another and then another and keep looping around the maze endlessly. Something that we thought as sane and purposeful, seems to look absurd and foolish from another space and time. No matter what we do and how we do it,it hardly seems to matter after a certain stage of circumspection.

The phrase of Johnny walker seems to make a lot of sense here, to just "keep walking"

Understanding Immersion

2006-09-17T13:47:00.000-07:00

All the time we are immersed in one thing or the other, and these immersions in turn become habits or addictions and become conditioned to these after a point of time. Some of the various immersions that we commonly experience in our lives are Talking, Walking, Writing, Typing to name at the external level. if we take up just one thing and break it up, you would be shocked at our incredible genius.

Talking: at the Sub-conscious levels we have started processing the entire structure of understanding letters, Forming words with them, Using grammer and words to form sentences and paragraphs to convey our intended message. Due to this Sub-conscious rendering we are able to do multitasking.just thinking about it seems to be boggle me.

These is just a glimpse of our conditioned state, it is something similar to the state of an addiction and the day we are able to get a relief from all these addictions, we would know what we truly are.

But instead of getting freed from the existing addictions or conditions we are getting immersed into more conditionings, Already most of youngster's have started feeling that they cannot live without mobile phones and the internet. and in the near future if the same trend persist's they will all be living in World's Like "Second life" and "THERE.com" with Haptic devices latched on to themselves which will in turn BECOME them. Check out this Animation Clip to get a feel of what i mean here...A Really Good one at http://www.futurethought.tv/flvtest/haptics.html

And the image from Matrix is a possible remainder of what such technology in their terminal stage might be like. OR...are we already in some kind of an Hightech organic machine. This seems to arise in me because the Future Tech's like Nano-Tech and Bio-Tech seems to lead us there.

Strange,will i ever KNOW me?